Friday, May 20, 2016

A memory dreamt

Standing at the aisle, silk white dress staring at each other, 
Waiting for our kiss,
Both the families staring at us,
Anticipating the moment, because we're in love,
But everything stopped right there, 
you ripped my heart out of my chest and torched it,
You stopped longing for our moment, 
laughing in my face,
maybe it was my fault which sent me to be replaced,
You never truly wanted it, you never wanted us,
You left me there, ruined what was left,
Ran away with her,
You don't even miss me,
You didn't even miss us,
You cheated and lied to me everyday you left me there,
Buried two years in the already prepared grave,
Ruined two years because of another girl you invited, 
thinking she just showed up, but she was always there,
Waiting for the moment you would disappear with her.
I stand here alone, I went home alone,
Starting blowing up your phone,
I cried nonstop, the thought of your voice would make my heart stop,
With a loaded gun, pointed to my head,
With that girl you completely left,
Shattered what was there, all was left was broken glass,
Ran away with her,
You never missed me,
Never missing us,
You ruined two years I'll never get back,
You're okay with it.
You're fine with our last kiss,
You're leaving for good now,
Because there's too much water,
What we had is drowned.